My sense of importance

I’m not sure what’s happening… I think I’m starting to change… I don’t want to change. My sense of importance is different lately… Maybe it’s a new year. My mind and heart is all on one person. What’s happening to me…? I’m starting to neglect my friends. I don’t want to be like that! But whenever I feel like doing the things I’ve did in the past, it feels like that I will lose a lot of things… I’m not sure what to do. I don’t want to change, but I feel it in my heart that I am.